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LYRICS

ever since i met you captured my heart
you treated me like a lady from the very start
guess i'm a little girl in her dreams
who doesn't want to see
that i have to grow older and change on my own
i want to be a singer, but go it alone
but it is so hard for me 'cause i don't want to see that

i'm too young for a man
but i'm too old for a boy
so can't we just pretend
that i'm older than i really am
but then, only little girls pretend

i put on all the make-up that i can possibly find
i'm five years older in just a minute's time
but i can't compete with the ladies that attract your kind
so i rummage through my sister's things
hoping to find something that will catch your eye
to make you change your mind
so i won't have to leave, so you won't say to me

i'm too young for a man
but i'm too old for a boy
so can't we just pretend
that i'm older than i really am
but then, only little girls pretend

i'm left out in the night
i've lost all my senses
i know this isn't right
but you've captured my defenses
i really am in love
well that's the way i feel
this game has to stop
'cause you know it can't be real

i'm too young for a man
but i'm too old for a boy
so can't we just pretend
that i'm older than i really am
but then, only little girls pretend

i know i'd make you happy
but i'm too young for a wife
love is always special but i know i can't rush life
so i'm waiting in the wings to see what life will bring
and maybe in a few years when i am wise and tall
love will light again and shine upon us all
he says i'm a little girl in her dreams
who doesn't want to see

i'm too young for a man
but i'm too old for a boy
so can't we just pretend
that i'm older than i really am
but then, only little girls pretend


IMPROVS

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MUSICIANS

written by Ellen Amos
lyrics by Mike Amos
written 1982
copyright 1984
performed by Ellen Amos

REMIXES

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FEATURED ON

1 sound cassette @ The Library of Congress

COMMENTS

This Lost Song is listed in the Sound ONline Inventory and Catalog (SONIC) for searching a portion of the Library of Congress Audio Collection. The catalog represents only a portion of the Library's 78 rpm discs, nearly all the 45 rpm discs, cassettes, and more.

Just Ellen was listed under the title, "Collection of recordings by Ellen Amos," along with the following songs:
    Don't Burn Me Up
    How Can I Touch You Again
    Can't Believe
    Rubies And Gold


There is an excerpt of Just Ellen, referred to as a poem, in the All These Years Biography on page 21. The full lyrics to the song were later reprinted in the Tori Amos Lyrics book.

"I'd have to hear it to know if it really was the Baltimore sessions. I did a song called Baltimore, I did one called Walking With You, and then I did a couple of other things around that period that were separate from that session. They were done in a church. Michael, my brother, was there - he's almost ten years older than I am - and I was about 14. Those were called, All I Have To Give, More Than Just A Friend, there was a song called Just Ellen and I can't remember the other one. I can hear it. The point is that I recorded a lot of things at that time. The Baltimore Sessions CD, I don't know if that's a tape that I did that day, or if it's an amalgamation of things done around that time. The thing I did at a wedding was something completely different - I was just being paid ten bucks to sing. The big requests then were Evergreen, We've Only Just Begun, The Wedding Song, you know. I did Baltimore in a studio, you know and I did the wedding things at a real wedding that somebody taped, probably with a terrible little tape recorder, and not just because of me, just taping the service. So it could've been a few years apart."
-- Tori; Record Collector Magazine, Nov 99